| :[/FuDda FuckiN foOsd/!/]:]
:[TemPr TanTruM]:] "FudDa fuCkin FoOsd[[hella fuckin confused]]lol"
:[rumbLe iN duH juNgle]:] "suM foOd frum Tha pAwWtyy//"
:[rockIn wid]:]"pEe gHeEz"
:[TraCc oFf dUh diSc wiD]:] "sOrRy 200iv bUh ROobin"
:/{wanNin}/:] "i nO no"
soOo agen a notha day...hella sad....n confoosed...well ierno i went toh a pawtTy today...n ChelLa peEps b kuMin hEre aT ouR houSe...toH bUy chu NO??well chea piSsin me oFf...im like watChin tv dEn...fuckin peopLe lOokin in Muh rOom n Muh cloSet in shitt!!...fawk...buh den dis wun gurl goes"deyng helLa clOthes"lol i was like uHhHhHh okae tankuh??...lol well chea den i got redy fer tha pawTy...den jus got home like n hR ago n chea...okae at duh PawTy...it wAs at uNion City...muh dad was skurin me...he wanned duh buy a house thurr...uH oH...well n e wae...i ate wen i got duRr...mUh uNcle mAde Dis Dvd mOvie wen We Was at SnobOrding...deN chea it helLa sicK n shiit...kuz dEn he had all deEz sTooPid piCs oFf me in tha snO wen i was upside Dwn lol well chea den i had dis hella kOh wun wen i was goin down duh slope hella fast....lol...den afta dat i ate....lol...den chea we watch "once Upon aa Time in Mexico"deyng dat was fuckin krAkin me Up!...hahah...ish hella wiErd i dint evin gIt Duh mOvie kuZ i was fUCkin kRakin Up kUz it chelLa fuNny!! lmao...den agen i ate...befor we left....i TOok sum chips tah eEt on tha road...lol....okae now im at home!!...okae...i was playin duh piano...duh song muh dad was teachin me im almost dun wid it..kuz i sound hella stoopid...need mor practice...but ish hella hard...well chea wat elsh??...uHhH....im bored ima kuT...peEcs fEr nah...mUch HolLa lUvAbUh...wtF?? |
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| :[/dOnt wAna KaRe/!/]:]
:[TemPr TanTruM]:] "piSsd//hElLa cOnfoOsdEd"
:[rumbLe iN duH juNgle]:] "ThA asiAn soUl//"
:[rockIn wid]:]"pEe gHeEz"
:[TraCc oFf dUh diSc wiD]:] "ThriLler!!buh mJ"
:/{wanNin}/:] "SrAte Up nOthin"
wDop WdOp pLerz//well chea jUs anoTha day of shit chea nOh?? gettin werse erryday n all daat shit well chea n e wae startin tomAro ima try n let gO of errythin stArt a nu life n do otha stuff duh keEp me bizzy chi nO??...diS mornin wAs hElLa sKurRy in a Way...cArolYn had dis pIx n chea helLa remindEd me wid a FlasH back...fwOo...meyNg den Das wen i BroKe dWn...well rite now ish hella wierd n all kuz deyng were movin in prolly 2 months now n chea gona livE in tOh houSes,nOw aint dat fuN[[siGh**]]?!? omg n chea jus chella boRed chea nOh n fixed uP dis xanGa mJ...Goin OdE skoO...SorTa heheh i was Trien duH find Sum pIx bUh mOSt oV em R white lol well i tink ima put duh jackson five soOn hehe i FOun him wId a fro lol n put abc fer duh song...well chea hopefully ErRyboDy ish happi so i gESs ima Move on Wid mUh Life n cEe wuS neX so...ima KuT loOs righ hUrR so...chea...PeEcs fEr nAh...MucH hErt FaYahlL.... |
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| :[/i juS kant/!/]:]
:[TemPr TanTruM]:] "Fuckin Sick//[[oV eVrythin]]//"
:[rumbLe iN duH juNgle]:] "nuthin//"
:[rockIn wid]:]"hoMe clOthes"
:[TraCc oFf dUh diSc wiD]:] "wAter RUns dRy bUh bOysiiMeYng"
:/{wanNin}/:] "EvryThin in mUh liFe dUh chAnge bAc toO beFor//"
omg...//i no all of YoO r pROlly fuCkin tirEd of mE n mUh shit//buh its jus hella hard fer me toh kalm muh feElins down//shit ierno//bUh i Love all Ov yahLl yOo bin suPortin mE n bein Dur fEr me thA hole time...//anywaYs//i jUs stayed HoMe todAe beKuz i was Sick helLa bad//heDache//crYin now muh eyes hurt//backache//fEel lIke throWin up//thRoat ish dry//oMg das not evin al ov it//omG ierno wats gon happen to me now//well chea//Dis hOle weEk ish dUh harDesSt weEk fer Me//i Love dis One pErsoN so mUch dat dIs perSon ToOk mE tiMe to nO wat Love is rEely Like//bUt i Dont no WEr thAt loVe is anyMore//i KAnt lEt go...kUz i TOl hiM i wuDnt//bUht ierno if He did alrEdy or nOt//buhT yeh...i jUS dont no wat to do!//im so fuckin tired of all mi shit im werien about//buht it jus wont get out//ergHhh...//i KAn bArelY oPen mUh eyEs Frum Cryin:'( So mUvh...its so mUch strEsS//yEh i No dAt heS noT thA onLy wun Dat maDe mistAkes//but i alSo did sO i dOn bLame hIm it//hE tOl me Dis wuN soNg dAT i lIsteNd toH//dUh lYrics daT WEr in dAt song wAs Somethin i//him//or we kud rElate TOh rite noW//it Got tRue mEaning TOh it//Dis Aint No eAsy pRocEs to go Thru//kUz how KAn yOo lOVe soMe oNe so mUch dEn alL Ov a SudDen its GOn??//well i geSs its ALl ovEr nOw n iM jUs Guna dEal wiD it//bUh iLl nevA fErgit wAt we HAd//:'(
We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change
Chorus:
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby
Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away |
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| :[/sHithOle/!/]:]
:[TemPr TanTruM]:] "i nO no?//"
:[rumbLe iN duH juNgle]:] "nuthin//"
:[rockIn wid]:]"GrEen mEsH hAt//SUm JeAnz//GrEen JoHn dEerE shIr//"
:[TraCc oFf dUh diSc wiD]:] "dOin Jus Fine bUh bOysiiMeYng"
:/{wanNin}/:] "EvryThin in mUh liFe dUh chAnge bAc toO beFor//"
Shut Yur piEhOle kUZ i KAnt brEath//omfg//ima diie ima diie i kant breath//i hate bein sick//dis ish wud muh bro did toh me//erghh//well i gess im doin jus fine now//but still like...//upset or sad or WatevA it is//buh yeh//im just trien duh ovErcome mUh feElins still//meyng i jus kaNt breAth//muh nose ish all clogged up n shit n muh chest hella hurtin n plus muh legs frum friday//n i kalled up jamie duh watch duh gaunlet lass nite//its fuckin stoOpid!!//fuCkin funni to//kuz chea coral got bit buh a spider [[hilarius//skary]]buh chea das a hella skary allergic reaction she got//n den dat sara gurl pissin me off toh!! shit//deyng dey both soudov bein takin outa duh group//buh im happi she made it//well i gess ima go kut LoOs//n Tink agen...//ierno//i jus kant stop tinkin//kRaZy mEe//well ceha peEcs hOmie CheEz`z//..........uHhH//shit neva mine i aint gon sey............./// |
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| MOOD//SOBBING WITH TEARS
ON ROTATION//HOW DO I SAY GOODBYE TO YESTERDAY
theres no speck off happyness in me right now first of all im hella sleepy and i havent been to sleep all night at all, i just couldnt sleep becuase of what happned last night, i couldnt think about anything else but that,well me and john are broken up now and its hard to belive, i guess we need time to ourselves or whatever, but now i dont know what to do........but its aiite n dont tripp bout whats happening.......
How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. |
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